About EXPLORING OURSELVES: … we will understand what life is about
There are many times in life when we have lots of existential questions inside of our minds.
Accepting those thoughts … and actually embracing them is the path for understanding but also having a normal … and why not … also a beautiful life.
I personally try to understand those existential questions from the early age of 4 or 5.
One of the things that i remember from that time was that i was in the kitchen with my mother and she was explaining me that we live in a world with bad people and i should be aware of that.
Maybe if she was telling me that Santa Claus was not real, i would have accepted that much easier.
But i totally disliked what she told me and it was the first time when i disconnected myself from her.
I told to myself … “This is not true. I will explore the world and i will prove that this is not true. Noooo … we don’t live in a world with bad people!”.
It was the start of my journey on a philosophical path, that for many, many times looked like a pathless path to me, but also to the ones were looking at me.
As a child i was an introvert, but today … after socializing so, so much with so many people that i met … i became an extrovert.
And … i accept on the stage of my life absolutely any kind of person … i met.
Even if i don’t like that person … or i don’t feel comfortable in the presence of that spirit … i continue my journey of exploring the human beings and i kind of like it.
I try to … read … people … to see each one of them as a book, cause all of them … have their own stories… and i also try to somehow … invent .. a guide of surviving in this world.
I felt many times, probably same as you, that my mother’s theory about the world is true … and i was too idealistic for this Universe … but i still had the hope that things will always change into better.
I was exploring life … and while doing this i discovered that even in bad things, i will always find a beautiful side.
So … there is an ugly and a beautiful side, but depends which one we are seeing … and the world itself can be defined as ugly or beautiful … only and only by what we actually understand from what we see.
And … to learn the art of observing the world … first we need to explore life … with all its aspects and then … meditate and ask ourselves before defining anything if it’s worth losing our time with the ugly elements … when still life has so, so many beautiful sides.
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About myself …
I’ve started to write my first book at 16 … but then … realizing i could not publish it … i’ve abandoned the idea of being a … writer.
20 years later … i’ve started to write again … believing i will finally succeed … but i’ve failed one more time … not getting the success i was chasing for.
Another 5 years later … i’ve started one more time to write … but this time … more as a therapy.
It’s what i’ve defined as … self therapy.
I was analyzing and defining lots of weird ideas … that were a lot related to me … and my own soul.
I totally forgot that i was chasing for success.
I was simple writing my thoughts … in essays … becoming this way … maybe not a writer …. but what many define as … an essayist.
This is not a poet … and not a writer.
Or maybe is kind of a poet that is incapable of writing poetry … but is still expressing his thoughts … into a similar way … as a poet.
And is not a writer … cause have not the ability to write for too long time … about the same subject.
But maybe i am not an essayist… either.
I am just an ordinary person … that could be better defined … as a thinker.
Analyzing … and defining my life … practicing this process called … self therapy … i started to understand life … and the way to better paths which i should follow.
And i’ve wrote … and wrote … and wrote … realizing one day that i’ve published tens of books …. not really understanding how the hell I’ve succeeded doing that.
Today i dare to recommend writing … as a therapy.
I could even say … it’s a simple way of understanding who we are … but also a process that could help us … heal our souls.
I personally continue to … write.
It’s in fact … a non ending story that … at least for myself … will probably continue for the rest of my life.
But over all … i am glad … i am doing it.
I continue my philosophical journey … not being able to define myself for clear as a writer or an essayist… but …
Well …. most probably… i am on a good path.
And … i would dare to recommend to everyone … all what i am doing today.