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BEHIND THE ABSTRACT: … there is always a message

About BEHIND THE ABSTRACT: … there is always a message

Someone once said to me … “I don’t want to be abstract … I want it to be real”.
It was the reply at the fact that i’ve said to her that a friend of mine, that was in fact married, was loving her in an abstract way.

But we all do the same … we refuse to understand the meaning of the abstract in our lives … or to see what is the message behind the message.

And then we live the same experiences on and on and on … and we keep wondering why … why … why??!!

I believe today that refusing to start learning the art of understanding the abstract … is a way of refusing to continue growing as a spiritual being.

Somehow the Universe, even if we dislike it, gives us the same lesson on and on and on … but we just can’t see that the Universe loves us … all of us … and tries all the time to save and help us … to understand what we call lessons of life.

The abstract is strange sometimes … i know … but seeing what is behind the abstract, you understand the meaning of life.

So … how should we start?!

Where we should pay more attention in the events from our lives?!

Well … somehow is quite simple.

Everything has a huge impact on us … annoys us in a terrible way … or has a repetitive character … in there you will find the meaning of the lessons you need to study.

In the end … we can even use the slogan … “It’s not what it looks like” … cause probably this is the real definition of the abstract.

But can we ignore the signs?! … the lessons?!

You might have moments when you could believe that … but then the power of the message will have a stronger intensity.

And will be repeat on and on and on … and the abstract values will annoy you in a terrible way.

The solution?!

Maybe … just have an opened mind and pay attention to the details.

So … we should spend life only meditating?!

Sure not … but we should keep the right balance between living and enjoying life … and also thinking about it … its messages and how we could grow as spiritual beings.

And probably keep in mind that … behind the abstract there is a always message.

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Blunt Force by Alexis Shore

About Blunt Force by Alexis Shore

Blunt Force is the first Jake Blunt erotic thriller.

Meet Jake Blunt.

Six foot four, handsome, British, billionaire.

But Jake’s no playboy. He’s the man they come to when no-one else will do. Highly skilled, highly motivated, and highly trained, he’s the ultimate gun for hire.

Which is why the CIA engage him to infiltrate a tropical island and retrieve a mysterious package. But when Jake gets there, he finds much more than he bargained for.

Blunt Force is a steamy action-packed thrill ride.

“Alexis Shore can truly write a smoking hot sex scene,” The Romance Reviews

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Red Light by Alexis Shore

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The first Red Mystery …

“Alexis Shore can truly write a smoking hot sex scene.” The Romance Reviews

When Olivia’s boyfriend disappears in the blink of an eye, the police are no help, and she is forced to turn to a rookie private detective.

Emily “Red” Brown has just started up her business, and now she’s faced with a puzzling conundrum that will drag her into an erotic world. Will she be able to find the missing man? And will she be willing to do what it takes to solve the case?

Red Light is a quick-read erotic mystery with all the sexy fun readers have come to expect from the critically-acclaimed author Alexis Shore.

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Engaged to an Alaskan Man

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Distance and troubled pasts can’t deter the magnetic pull between Finn, an Alaskan orchard farmer turned single dad, and Annie, a resilient Arizona nanny with a buried secret. A friend’s matchmaking sets the stage, but can love thrive when they face challenges ahead? Only 99 cents! Enrolled in Kindle Unlimited

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Mia Evers and the Demon’s Curse

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Mia Evers never expected school to be easy, but the demon haunting homeroom totally complicates things.

Going to a new school sucks. Trying to fit in as a Dark sucks more. All the other alignments enjoy an easy, normal life of wielding the elements or communing with plants, animals, and spiritual beings. But Darks? Ghosts and demons give them zero personal space, not to mention the creeps.

Right as things seem to be getting normal, the homeroom demon spreads a deadly curse. With no one to turn to for help, Mia’s the only person in the whole school with the power to fight demons and save her classmates.

Can Mia find the courage to embrace her totally not-normal demon-slaying powers before the demon decides she’s next on the menu?

Mia Evers and the Demon’s Curse is the first book in Angela Guajardo’s Mia Evers Series. This fast-paced, heartfelt adventure is sure to please fans of Percy Jackson, Robert Beatty, and Brandon Mull.

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Bias Incident

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Lured by brochures promising limitless intellectual freedom, Jeff Jackson arrives at picturesque Tinsley College, eager to experience college life to the fullest. He does not know that the freedom he has been promised is in short supply at Tinsley, a college so dedicated to leftist ideals that the administration changed the name of the anthropology department to “anthrogynology” in order to make the name more “gender inclusive.”

Jeff makes the mistake of believing that the renowned Professor Bancroft Tarlton would be willing to debate the left wing politics that the professor advocates in his classes. Not realizing that there are just some questions one does not ask on a college campus, Jeff submits an essay outlining his provocative theories about happiness and human sexuality.

Professor Tarlton is not the only one furious at Jeff for his lack of devotion to left wing norms. Calling himself a “pomosexual” and believing Jeff to be not only a homophobe, but a “pomophobe” as well, Carl Fitzgerald, Jeff’s classmate, begins a feud with Jeff. The battle escalates from insults, to vandalism, to shattered love affairs and a dorm room inhabited by a fainting goat. In a college obsessed with political correctness, a clash between the writer of a “homophobic” essay and the “pomosexual” victim of a college prank can only end one way: with a showdown in a campus courtroom.

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First Strike: Rebellion Begins – Military Sci Fi and Space Opera Thriller (Galactic Rebels Book 1)

About First Strike: Rebellion Begins – Military Sci Fi and Space Opera Thriller (Galactic Rebels Book 1)

He just wants to run space cargo. Alien warlords want him dead – with a billion credit price on his head. Now, everyone with a gun and a spaceship wants to cash in.

But, humans are not easy to kill, especially a battle hardened Marine warrior from Earth.

He is angry, frustrated and uncertain about where his life is going, but knows one thing – he absolutely hates the arrogance of the wealthy elite who paid the billion credit bounty.

And, he’ll make them pay with their precious, jewelry studded lives if it is the last thing he does.

They thought it should be easy. After all, he is just a human.

They didn’t send enough ships… not nearly enough ships.

An addictive, heart-stopping, time bending military science fiction and space opera thriller you just can’t put down, so, warn your family and friends you’ll be away in an alternate universe for the duration. . .

Grab your copy right now, put on your battle armor and web into your ship-couch as you join Captain Derek Hamilton and his warrior crew on the ride of a lifetime, culminating in the exciting conclusion for Book 1 and the perfect next step for this exciting series – Galactic Rebels.

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The Way of Gratitude by Hannah Rowen Fry

About The Way of Gratitude by Hannah Rowen Fry

“May we rest in goodness, gratitude, and wonder all the days of our lives.” Hannah Rowen Fry writes thoughtful reflections on Scripture, inviting you to marvel at God’s character in “The Way of Gratitude.” Experience greater joy in the present moment as you learn about gratitude as a lifestyle. Allow Holy Spirit to transform your life through reading Scripture and responding to the Word of God without legalism, judgment, or guilt. Slow down and choose simplicity; rest in God’s goodness. “The Way of Gratitude” features 21 original devotionals based on Scripture; space to be curious and to be in awe of the Word of God; prompts to reflect, pray, and journal; beautiful, minimal design; and a 21-day tracking sheet.

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Taboo X

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Now available on Kindle and Kindle Unlimited! Taboo X is a collection of the first ten books of the Taboo Series, including Bonus Epilogues not available in the individual books.

Quarantine Bunny
Bunny’s world is turned upside down when a pandemic strikes just before her eighteenth birthday. But she’s not alone during the quarantine – she’s staying with her best friend and her irresistible stepbrother, Fox.

You Bet
Lacie finds herself in a dangerous game when her stepfather offers her as ante in a high-stakes poker game. But when she meets Erik things turn unexpectedly. Erik’s just as angry at her stepfather as she is, and Lacie must decide if she’s ready to trust an older man with her heart.

Sticky Business
Aaron “Pope” Benedict wants revenge and it’s the only thing on his mind until he sees Mary. He might be called ‘Pope’ but holy he is not and Mary won’t be leaving this cruise the same way she came aboard. But has his need for vengeance kept him from starting a new life with Mary? And what happens when they reach their destination?

For Hire
Someone is watching Aria. He’s been in her home, slept in her bed, and he knows her intimately, even her most private thoughts and desires. How do I know? Because I’m that man. To complicate matters I’ve been hired to kill her. That’s not going to happen. The people who hired me forgot the only rule an assassin lives by is they have no loyalty except to themselves and Aria is very much a part of me.

Too Intense
Garrett is…intense. That’s what everyone tells Eleanor anytime she asks about Garrett Dallas, but what does that even mean? Part of her wants to find out. When she walks in on her best friend with her boyfriend, Garrett is there ready to offer her solace and comfort. Can one night under Garrett help her get over her heartache or will it just lead to even more tears? Because you don’t just walk away from a man like Garrett.

For Love
For the first time in years, Ainsley is about to do something just for herself. Robert Nash knows what kind of woman she is – always flirting and never staying. He doesn’t care. He only cares about keeping her safe and sound. She might think he’s just another rich buffoon with too much time on his hands but the reality of Robert’s life is much more complex and darker than Ainsley could ever imagine. Will it cause her to run from him if she finds out? Not that it matters, he’s not giving her up

Dangerous Seduction
Akio knows that his world is one of darkness and death as a child of a member of the Yakuza, Japan’s most notorious criminal network. He doesn’t deserve anything as good and as pure as the little influencer, Quinn, in his life. But when she needs help from a shadowy threat he is the only man who can walk in both worlds to stop what’s coming for her.

Double the Pleasure
Harper just got dumped by her good-for-nothing ex, but her sister Harley knows just the thing to cheer her up – a night out at the club and maybe a tattooed bad boy to take her mind off the loser who left her. A bar fight, a drunk night out, and a tattoo aren’t the only things that greet Harper the next morning though.

PussyCat
The world has just gone into lockdown and everything will be different forever. And Serenity, ‘Rene’, is stuck with her totally inappropriate crush – her guardian who used to be her stepdad. She knows this kind of love is more than forbidden but those are just words to the heart who only sees the man who saved her from a life with her mother.

Sir Richard’s Portrait
Cami’s never got a picture like this one but once she has it in her hands (so to speak) she can’t seem to stop texting Rayne. Can a relationship really be built on a wrong number text, a picture of Sir Richard, and an apartment fire? Or will she be the one who ends up burnt once Rayne finds out who she really is?

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Jinx

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Even nightmares need happy ever afters.

Jinx
It’s not easy growing up in a world dominated by big, scary men. They never let me have any fun and instead of having one brother… I have a whole motorcycle club full of them. Always watching over my shoulder, never letting anyone get close. I don’t have the chance to meet anyone and if I do, they’re quickly chased away. That is until I join a chat group and find someone not afraid of the men surrounding me. In fact, I don’t think Fury is scared of anything. But who is the man I am talking to? Who is the man everyone seems so afraid of? And is he really as safe as I’ve led myself to believe? Or am I getting ready to make the worst mistake of my life when we meet face-to-face?

Fury
Boogieman, demon, nightmare, I’m nothing but a shadow in a world of darkness. I’m the one they whisper about when they talk about bad things coming. But lately, I’ve been taking a long, hard look at my life and finding it empty. Something is missing. Something that I stumble upon when I am not even looking for it. In a chatroom, even. I found the perfect thing, and her name is Jinx. She’s the opposite of me in every way. Sunshine to my darkness, an angel to my demon, a dream to my nightmare…and I have to have her. It doesn’t matter who stands in my way or what I have to do to make Jinx mine. She already belongs to me; she just doesn’t know it yet. After all, boogiemen don’t ask…they just take what they want.

Too hot to go outside? That’s okay. I have you covered with just the kind of story that lets you bring the summer inside. Finally, Jinx gets her chance at happy ever after and when she sets her sights on love, she goes all out. Not only does she find someone powerful enough to keep up with the Sons of Chaos but dark enough to keep her safe from all the trouble she seems to trip and fall into. The fourth installment of the Sons of Chaos series is one that can be read in the series or as a standalone, but I find the more big, strong men you have the better, so why not indulge? Especially when they look like the men from the Sons of Chaos.

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ChatGPT prompts for Excel

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Amplify your Excel proficiency with ‘ChatGPT Prompts Excel’ ebook. Harness AI-generated prompts to master formulas, functions, and data analysis like a pro.

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The Secrets of Eronis 8

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Leaving the homeworld was easy. Time becoming their enemy is the hard part.

The spacecraft, The Aspire, has one mission: reach the new world so its 3,500 passengers can start a new life. When Captain Mitchel Remian awakens from hypersleep to find life support down and the crew maintaining it missing, it’s up to him to save what’s left.

That Herculean task becomes even more urgent when a hostile alien presence is discovered. Crew are dying, their timelines seized and bled dry with an unnatural violence.

They must find a way to treat the ship and stop this malevolence before they get to their target destination or it will spread. The answers hide outside The Aspire’s walls, but in the race against time with a life-sucking enemy and a deteriorating spaceship, it will take every bit of cunnin the crew can muster to reclaim their timelines and survive landing on their new homeworld.

The Secrets of Eronis 8 is a thrilling adventure, exploring planet colonization and first contact science fiction. It is an odyssey across our galaxy to start a new life in a new colony, but first they must defeat a parasitic time-altering menace.

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The Rubber Room Volume 2

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“The Rubber Room Volume 2,” was written by Ivan Bosanko. This presents the continuation of the story of Katey and Jerry, who face the ultimate test in their relationship. The couple is entangled in the three Cs: change, commitment, and challenges.

They’ve had their disagreements over the years, but despite numerous obstacles to their shared joy and many diversions in their life plans as a pair, they’ve always managed to remain together. This book is not just any one of those typical romance books; it also talks about how religion and history affect a relationship.

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The Rubber Room Volume 1

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“The Rubber Room” depicts the story of a couple that was tested by time, faith, and circumstances that challenged their relationship. The author included some history of the Korean War and other intertwining discourses of historic events, making the book one of the best history books. And he had a great way of incorporating history into his story, such as by bringing it up during a family dinner conversation where Katey’s father worked in railroads.

Even with the few characters presented in the book, it is a great help in creating tension between the characters, specifically during the parent-daughter conversations that drastically show the difference between the two generations. For example, the mother-daughter conversation about marriage and intercourse. Furthermore, the unfolding of secrets may not be that satisfying yet, but the characters’ personalities and the setting of the story make it more interesting. That is why it is included in the best history books.

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Darkwitch by Kat Kinney

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After twenty years of oppression, Lea Wylder has freed the Colony, one of the last human cities in the Nordvend, from the wolves. But freedom has come at a terrible cost. Radical forces threaten unrest. Wolf shifters and humans are more divided than ever. Lea’s nightmares have returned, except this time it isn’t her own death she sees—it’s Henrik’s, the wolf shifter she saved the previous fall, who possesses a terrible magic that has marked him as a target among humans and shifters alike.

Attacks on the Colony increase by the day. Something lurks out in the dark, frozen woods, just beyond what Lea can see in her visions, and she must discover who is hunting Henrik before it’s too late.

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Mystic Wisdom of the Masters, The Esoteric Knowledge of Great Adepts by M.G. Hawking

About Mystic Wisdom of the Masters, The Esoteric Knowledge of Great Adepts by M.G. Hawking

Free on Kindle Unlimited. Journey into two legendary ancient worlds through this unprecedented first-hand account to explore knowledge that for millenniums has remained concealed under layers of myth and secrecy.
5-Star Reviews: “Delivers similar information to be found in thousands of pages of ‘A Course in Miracles’ and the ‘Esoteric Healing’ series – in just a few pages. The book may be small, but its weight is immeasurable.” —ESCT. “At last! A masterful, entertaining, straightforward presentation of the profound knowledge of those who know and preserve the arcane wisdom of an occult world. Filled with wit, wisdom, wonder and magic. Completely delightful cover to cover.” —Susan C., D.Phil.
Transcribed directly from the journals and field notes of explorer M.G. Hawking’s experiences in a closed and largely unexplored region of the Himalayas, this book contains detailed narratives of Hawking’s experiences and discussions with true masters and sages, revealing their profound wisdom, esoteric knowledge, and visualization techniques. An incomparable book for anyone on a spiritual path, seeking expanded knowledge and personal power, or interested in exploring the extraordinary lost knowledge of the ancient world. 2020 Edition, e-reader page count 432. A Kindle Unlimited book. For more information, please see the book’s Amazon page. Thank you.

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ABSTRACT LOVE: A philosophical guide for imposible love stories

About ABSTRACT LOVE: A philosophical guide for imposible love stories

There are lots of books published every year, with all kinds of theories, but not so many expressing the concept of abstract love. I would define this a reflection of our thoughts into the real life. We call it abstract, cause have nothing to do with the normal dogmatic way of seeing the love stories. Real love, that perfect scenario with the perfect partner, can be seen at any age, depending of the luck our karma allows us to have. But we want it so much, that the Universe allows us this meeting, with only one obstacle which in many cases makes the love story imposible. Thinking in a positive way, we redefine the imposible story as an abstract one. Being a reflection of our dreams, the story itself is a perfect one, except the fact that you cannot enjoy the story into the real word, creating the image of an illusion. Imposible love stories are present all over the world. After posting a long time in social media, i received messages from people from all the continents telling me about them. The word “love” being present near the word “imposible”, creates this strange, illusory and abstract way of seeing the magic of love. The book is a collection of essays, my thoughts about the interconnection between the illusion and reality. I used a lot the term illusion, cause we all look for perfect scenarios, especially when it comes to love, but the truth is that perfection is far, far away of reality. We can interconnect illusions with the real world … just through imposible love stories. In the end, the book is a personal development writing, that allows us to understand the magic of love but also a method that teaches how to enjoy life even if we dislike the word “imposible”.

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Panacea

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“At the heart of every legend lies a truth.

Twisted and reshaped by the currents of time.

For twenty years, strategos Dexios has led the phalanx of Thena against its enemies, pulled from one battleground to another in a relentless cycle of war and bloodshed. Now, finally, he has found the courage to leave that life behind. To relinquish his officer’s sword and return to the verdant slopes of his vineyard with his wife and son.

Peace, however, is fragile and capricious. When Thena’s northern allies bring word of an enormous tauran horde gathering on their borders, Dexios has no choice but to answer the call to arms one last time.”

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A MARRIED MAN … PERCEPTIONS ABOUT … LOVE: philosophical essays

About A MARRIED MAN … PERCEPTIONS ABOUT … LOVE: philosophical essays

And what if one day … after stop loving someone that you liked so, so much … you decide to replace that big whole from your soul with loving all the people from the timeline of your life?!

Today i believe that to understand the life itself we need to experience … love … in whatever form it might appear to us.

It sounds weird, or even as a total nonsense … but in the end … following the paths of life …. I always realized that everything comes by itself.

Not so long time ago, before becoming 40 …. I heard lots of strange ideas about the change is happening in man’s perspective about life … the next second he comes to this age.

In fact … the truth is that only 2 versions worth to be mentioned … and i saw that at all my friends that had this age.

One theory was that we start to have all types of medical problems … and the other one was that the man starts to be obsessed by love … love stories …. and all the women from the timeline of his life.

I never had medical problems in my life … so i totally ignored the first theory ….and on another hand, working in sales for more than 20 years … i met thousands of ladies … but never had the intention to cheat my wife.

So … i totally ignored both theories, but just few days before becoming 40 … a very beautiful lady … appeared in my life.

She was the most unexpected person i could dream that i would start a love story with … but … it happened.

The theory was right … or at least one of it.

I fell in love … with that amazing soul … and i started to write all my feelings and everything related to us.

I wrote so much … that one day i realized that i published 10 books carrying the word … love … inside of the title.

But … same as any other story from the history of the human being … my love story had a beginning, the story itself …. and the end.

Today … looking back in time, i see just the 10 books i wrote … but i would not like to read them again.

Never …

In my last book about love stories … “Loving, but not understanding where the love goes” … the last 2 essays i wrote tell everything it was in my heart and soul … “I miss you a lot, but i don’t want you back in my life! Never again!”

… and “Awakening can be obtained at the end of the love story!”.

I left the love story dissatisfied of all happened … but still … i was chasing for love.

Getting back into her arms … was useless.

I knew it … and even if i lied myself for such a long time … she was the same as my wife … a shrew … or at least this is

how i saw both of them.

I decided to let my life continue … near my family, totally forgetting the love story …. but still not ignoring my huge desire for … love.

The smaller kid ….told me one day while arguing with my wife … “ You are not allowed to leave us. You are our parents and you don’t have the right to do that.”

Ignoring those words … was equal with betrayal.

…. A huge one.

So i remained near my wife and kids … doing my duty, understanding the dharmic side of life … but still something was whispering me all the time …”love, love, love, love … love ….”

I thought i need to find another lady … but my wife was paying attention now to any small detail … so i could not repeat the love story i had with that crazy lady.

I was meditating a lot.

On the scene of my life, i met lots of other people in the same situation as myself … that ended the love story and …. somehow started to be in a relationship with themselves.

They discovered a new path …. the one of self love.

But i did not know anything about the subject … and not even wanted to bother becoming more profound and connected to myself.

I actually did not wanted to start a new relationship either …. with someone else … either with myself.

I knew i needed something else into my life… but did not understood the new path i need to follow.

And i continued … searching.

On and on …. and on.

One day … a year ago … while having a fire at one of my properties … a heart appeared on the roof of the building.

Everyone saw the heart … except myself.

Later on … i saw it in the pictures taken by the people that were there at the time.

Again …. I thought that i should find a new mistress and have a parallel life again … without my wife to find out.

But … i was wrong.

So … damn wrong.

Time passed and … and the russian-ukrainian war began … and i started to host lots of refugees.

There were people that needed unconditional love and support … and i somehow connected to the all of them … realizing that i can be in a weird love story with all those women coming from Ukraine.

They were ladies of different age and personality … but i loved having them into my life.

I somehow started to understand that even if i thought that being in love can have only 2 options … loving a soulmate …. or yourself … i finally saw a totally new path …. and that was being in a lovely relationship … practicing another type of love …. with anyone was appearing in my reality.

That of course … could not offend in any way my wife …. and also could not affect the marriage i had … but …

Yes …. It was … an amazing trick … and i just loved it.

I finally understood what Dalai Lama or Pope Francis were saying … about … unconditional love for all the people from this world.

Reading their books … i even had moments when i thought the 2 of them were idiots …. but i was the idiot one.

My marriage … was indeed karmic … having nothing to do with love … but my youngest son learnt me the meaning of … dharma.

My mistress … which even if i loved so, so much … but don’t even want to hear her name again … taught me … what love … means.

She was somehow a combination between karma and love … and saw her at the end of our love story more as a teacher …. than a soulmate.

Most probably i have totally different values as those 2 shrews … my wife and my mistress … but i am happy i met the ucrainian ladies.

The abstract love story i started with them …. all of them … no matter of age, personality, perspectives of life … was a much better path for continuing my life journey.

I finally understood that if i would know to connect to the people that appear on the timeline of my life … and love them unconditionally…. somehow that love that i was chasing so, so much … since i was a kid … will come back to me in infinite quantities.

I was looking for love … and i had to see the meaning of love story … from a totally different perspective.

But … now everything was clear to me.

I knew what i had to do … and which path to follow.

My expectation was as my wife to love me …. but she was a karmic character that i could not replace … or my mistresses to love me unconditionally…. but she was the teacher that made me realize what the concept of love … means.

My life journey … had to continue … and the ucrainian ladies showed me such a beautiful perspective … i never thought about.

I was glad … of this awakening moment.

So … loving you?! … loving me?! … or … simple loving any soul that appears in our lives?!

Well … maybe from my position where i am now … being in a love story with everyone … is probably the best scenario i could live.

Am glad i see things today … as that.

Might be your perception … or not.

Might sound as a total nonsense all what i am writing …. but maybe it will be much interesting to hear weird ideas … than the boring ones.

So … let the journey begin … and we will see if i succeed to really connect to my real self … so … that i can find the inspiration to express myself clear enough … that in the end you will try at least one time … this kind of abstract love story … being in love with all the people from your life.

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The Knight Must Die by Aviv Geva

About The Knight Must Die by Aviv Geva

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“Have you ever asked yourselves if you believe in love at first sight? I never asked and was never eager to find out. I was living in a world where my biggest challenges surrounded work, whether or not to call a specific girl, loving my boss, hating her, or ignoring her. Dying to fuck her on the conference room table or up against the photocopier in the corridor, not capable of touching her with a guide dog for the blind — regular and mundane matters of any normal person in his twenties. It never occurred to me that I would concern myself with fateful questions, questions of life and death. I certainly didn’t imagine that this would be my life or death. I most definitely didn’t imagine that I would choose death. But if I hadn’t been preoccupied with choosing the preferable way of dying, it seems I would never have known if there is such a thing as love at first sight or not. Were it not for the intervention of the God of Fates himself, I would have been just another guy who had never felt anything in his life, who never experienced the most enchanted moment of all. Suddenly, every refusal of hers is interpreted as a nod. Every receding step seems like lips drawing closer for a kiss. There blows the Goddess of Love and Emotion and a fix of her hair makes your heart skip a beat. A fraction of a smile is everything you could ever wish for. And so, when you but allow this wandering spirit in front of you to acknowledge that this very moment the moon is shining down on the most beautiful evening of her life, you suddenly understand that all the rejections in your life so far have been nothing but pleading smiles, that knew deep down in their hearts that your love wasn’t meant for them, but for her alone.
One thing is certain, no matter how much you will be told otherwise. Behind every common womaniser stands a woman who has ripped his heart apart.”